The End.

Maybe you guys did awesome and he will have mercy on my soul, because he does not enjoy my presence anyway.

Why do I highly doubt that theory?

After soccer practice today, I went to J&S Cafeteria then to Rugged Warehouse, it must have been 6:30pm by then.

Then to the mall, to window shop. It was not until about 9:30pm that I had realized my mistake, and bawled my eyes out for some sort of excuse…

What do you think is going to happen, on this fateful Wednesday afternoon?

Should I apologize or just waits until he picks on in class today, when all I can reply is “I Forgot.”

I feel incredibly stupid, everyone has worked so hard for this damned thing, -except for nelson-  and I feel like my contribution is now wasted.

At least we have festival left right? If I am even eligible to participate that is.

Wish me luck!

WHY?

Is it because we are more mature? Or are we willing to go through more pressure for those we care about?

I know a lot of you are, and I hate to say it, desperate. You do not want to mention it or even admit to it, but it is the truth..

SCENARIOS:

1. You want your high school sweet heart to love you with all his heart, and then when you two graduate and he becomes a doctor, and you are his loving caring wife, you live happily ever after.
2. You want to find THE ONE and if he ain’t coming soon, you might go lesb…hypothetically
3. That guy, you know the one you stare from behind because the shape of his head is so sexy, you want him to turn around and confess his love to you, and that throughout the whole semester he was just shy to talk to you. You know the cute romantic type.

Everyone thinks about it, even dudes. How can you not, is true love not true happiness? There are so many ways to be happy, without having to be unhealthy. Do not obsess over him, you know it will never be, I believe in miracles but in high school, it is a little rare, don’t you think?

Continuing on with our topic, the person who is with you in your relationship does not define who you are.

They are only a reflection of the person you are. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a douche, and break your heart, the blame is not all of theirs. You chose to let them in your life, become close with you, and then they kicked you to the curb. Does that not show what kind of person you like?

Girls complain all the time, of bad breakups and boyfriends, but they only go for one type of guy. Ladies expand your portfolio! Your only gonna get the same dirt over and over, but for some reason it is a shock, every single freaking time.

I have a lot of girlfriends who enjoy venting to me, and I being the curious person I am enjoy listening to it, how they deal with each curve ball, is interesting. New relationships are always fun, no?

Questions that immediately come into mind that you are afraid to say out loud

1. How long is this gonna last?
2. Why did he/she choose me?
3. Does he/she really like me?
4. How far are we really gonna go?

Why do girls have to be so complicated? Never get the mindset that this is forever;

Me and You could never breakup, it can’t happen, it’s impossible, our love in indestructible.

What is gonna happen when it does come into the final stage, and one person [dumper] who has moved on without your consent and the other person [dumpee] is annihilated, heart, mind and soul. Don’t come to school with your eyes blood-shot and your nose sniffling and tell people you have been up since 7 the night before crying. How sympathetic can people be when they saw the signs of this ending, and you did too you just chose to ignore them, everyone else is jealous you thought, they don’t know how good “love” is…

WRONG.

Hunny, never get love and lust confused, or you will end up fucked. [not physically, but mentally .]

I am not saying don’t cry, go ahead, cry your heartbroken love out. Just don’t expect people to care all that much, especially when the signs were pointing in only one direction.

To conclude this, get over it. There is no way around this. Broken things can get mended, a little duct tape here and there and it is good as new. The reconstruction process only begins and becomes completed if you allow it too. No excuses alright? I wish you crazy high school kids the best of luck .

I miss you guys, I miss blogging. Although I am a little late on updating this year, I am still your absurd, crazy Asian. Probably the only thing that has changed would be, my vocabulary and my grammar. Shame on y’all for not yelling at me for my horrid skills. Haha, whatevs. (:

Highlights of Freshmen Year? Homecoming? Eh…

TO be current and such, I think the ever slow process of ending Freshmen year shall be my personal highlight!

I got one! A lot of us have obtained our permit, and for the rest of you,…well…

Couple Updates : Madison F. & Chance M. | Erin M. & Kris M. | Gina V. & Brandon E. | Tyler E. &  Zoey

The latest fights: MWAHAHA. Night Hawk & Someone Presley. Want me to elaborate?

Below here I was gonna put a picture of my magic balls, to conclude this post…but…too lazy to take a picture so I did the inevitable, I googled : magic Asian balls.

You will not believe what came up.

Not what you would think, but what you and I thought would have.

There is actually a company called Asia Magic Ball Manufactures [ I am telling you Asian people are crazy]

They sell…you guessed it! Magic balls, for those uh, magicians. [ They are gonna get far in life]

I will leave you all with this picture.

OMGosh IS THAT A REAL LIVE PIKACHU?

but im sure a lot of you appreciate it,…im good at talking trash about people, but i choose not too :]

im sorry from the bottom of my heart  that you feel that your time is wasted

one person actually said

Well i just wasted 30 minutes in this site. its boring no drama

wonder who that is???

he looks similar to this righteous fella

….those are freckles on his face :]

so about soccer

we all know cane creek is awesome, and rich and blah blah…

of course they’re soccer team is

UNDEFEATED

UNDEFEATED

UNDEFEATED

of course our  team comes in, we’re thinking omg, our butts are gonna get kicked.

but game starts, and about 2 minutes in the beginning of the game

we score a goal….

now we are thinking, even though it’s one point

1:0

how awesome would it be if…we went to school the next day and were like

chyeaa, we beat cane creek…psh

first half our team still keeping it up and we’re all excited.

maddie asks do you think we will coach, all innocently

coach goes HELL YEAH

so after half-time, we are ready to kick their boo-tays

about 20 minutes into the second half

they score a goal

1:1

everyone’s yelling

lots of pushing,fouls, epic gaming goes on

they score another goal

coach is yelling

DON’T CROSS IN FRONT OF THE GOAL, D*** IT~!!!

…..then it comes up to this point

the last minute into the game, i don’t why everyone thought something could change, cane creek was up on our forces on our side of the fields, of course a miracle did not occur

no random asian decided to jump in and save the day

but it was a really awesome game, most parts were fair…

and it was amazing too wathch

i’m chuckling to myself, as i recall what taylor said

this girl was pushing me, so i grabbed her boob and twisted it and then ran away….

[cricket cricket]

i was quite shocked when i heard this, but i laughed out loud

i couldn’t figure how that was possible with a bra and everything but, taylor did say

she had long tit-tays…

there’s this dude named

Drew? 

i believe he’s from Apple Valley Middle School, for those of you who don’t know, it out in Arden

james bass goes there

im guessing he’s a genius, i didn’t know you could come from another school, and switch to the algebra class

well i here he likes basketball

if i ever see him i’ll ask.

he kinda looks like…

man, im like the next Picasso

the official website is here

http://www.googlefiber.com/fiber-optics/

and you can fan them on Facebook here

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Google-Fiber-for-Communities/116066811742160?ref=nf

keep voting, because our school is pretty poor and crappy, and we could really use google fiber optics

ROCKET PRIDE EVERYONE

well….

hah. i was just trying to make another analogy, about how we’ve finally matured.

and even if you still haven’t hit puberty, you still have grown in your mind.

when you were younger you went to the doctor and they would give you stickers and lollipops right?

but now when you go in for a checkup, they ask

are you sexually active?

no.

are you sure?

yes, it’s my body, i’m sure LEAVE ME ALONE~~!!!

has there been any changes with your body that i should know about?

[storms out of the doctor's office, with a face bright as a ripe tomato]

that is just a worst case scenario, although i’m sure you’ve experienced something like so.

why does it have to be so freaking awkward >.<

oh boy, have things differed.

btw, i’m eating fruit loops.

the girls soccer game won our game against madison,

10: ZERO

mwhaha.

it was an awesome game, people took positions they’v never done before, and miracles happened.

half of our school give care less whether obama is president or not, and the other half cares so much, that it IRKS them dearly, when the subject comes up.

when we have discussions in class about taxes or government system, there are those who raise their hand to share opinions, while the others have their head down, catching some ZZZ’s.

now about religion, we actually have mixed religions in our grade.

from Episcopalians, to Mormons, to Jewish followers, and Catholics, and then Atheists.

being devoted to my faith, it’s hard to go to school, and see two DISTINGUISHED people talk about a bunch of bull, about everything.

you can see the distress in my face, about what they’re talking about.

it’s nothing against me personally, but more of being vastly ignorant, about their surroundings.

then they wonder why nobody likes them.

you know who i’m talking about.

we’re all hard headed and have our views, some of us just aren’t sensible enough to worry.

what do you think?

you won’t be able to see in about…30 minutes, everything’s blurry.

furthermore

field trip today, it was worth three dollars.

synopsis: your split into three groups.

one: go one a hike

two: catch organisms in the water and identify then, wearing sexxy brown overalls

[ which i don't know what it's called ]

three : identify the pH, turbity, nitrate of the freaking water.

to me the experience was like this

walkin on the trail and i see this tree

and then out of no where this beautiful water landscape appears….

going to catch some crayfish, walking through a path, i see another tree

so these people who ride bikes come along and

BAM~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

my day happened something like that, it was between this and throwing rocks at howies gut.

chyeaa, definitely worth three dollars.

i think you guys will enjoy this trip, enjoy the weather, wear shorts, unless you face plant into the river you won’t need a change of clothing.

we’re all eating the;  aig class, robbie and tim are throwing eff bombs back and forth,

when robbie turns around, and girls to the right of me, take his cookies and eat parts of it, then puts it back.

then abby takes some, so apparently to not “WASTE” his cookie he sticks it in his pants

whether he sticks in his breifs or not, i’m not EXACTLY positive

but when word got down to trevor he did say

well, theres nothing down there anyway

getting offended, and some how shocked,

robbie did say

look theres a pubic hair right here!!

even w/o my glasses i’m pretty sure there wasn’t

but after robbie tried to shove the cookie w/ the apparent “hair”

down tim’s throat, he “accidentally” threw it at taylor

which i believe she said

omg, your pube cookies just touched me!!!

i’m gonna snitch

*correct if i’m wrong(:

i actually didn’t mind, i thought it was funny

so mrs. reams happen to walk by, and taylor explained the story

being the two ding-dongs that they are, robbie and tim deny anything ever happened.

if you have the guts to stick the dang cookie down your pants, man up and accept your punishment.

so that’s what happen at lunch today, IN FRONT OF ME.

i’m guessing everyones getting antsy with EOG’S comming…

that or….my assumption that the guys in my class are idiots, is true.